My journey into motherhood

My journey into motherhood started in 2010 when I first found out I was pregnant with my first baby I was only 19 years old I was still at college doing pretty good. I always said I never wanted children because I wanted to focus on myself as I was always career minded (at the time) but I fell pregnant and I still continued on with college until it got to much so I dropped out only until my daughter was one years old.
during my pregnancy I was constantly being referred to the consultants because they kept telling me my baby was only going to be 2LB 2OZ at birth because I just kept losing weight (no medical reason to why) I ate like a pig! so at 37 weeks I was induced and on 20th April 2011 12:07pm my little bundle of joy made her grand painful entrance into the world weighing in at 5LB 9OZ!! can I just add I honestly thought the good lord was splitting me into 2 my daughters birth has got to of been the most horrendous birth in the history of horrendous births EVER.
still 8 years later my princess is doing well growing big and is a loving little girl so this is just the beginning of my journey into motherhood.

The photo below is when I first became a mummy to my beautiful daughter (she was 1 day old here waiting to go home)

I have since gone on to have 2 more children my 2 boys Ezra and Zachary, my pregnancy with Ezra went really smoothly no issues at all. it was consultant led due to my pregnancy with my daughter being consultant led but no issue occurred. Ezra was 4 days over due so again I was induced but the labour went really fast on 6th June 2016 at 19:07pm weighing 6LB 13OZ Ezra entered the world and quite literally peeping around at everyone!

on June 7th 2016 we was home. Ezra is now a happy clever but cheeky 3 year old. he absolutely loves his big sister and little brother. 

below is a photo when my little prince was born.

then there is my littlest man Zachary! pregnancy with Zachary was the worse! the reason I say that is because at our 12 week scan with him they said they had found some issues and that they thought Zachary is going to have so much wrong with him including Down syndrome and that he will have heart problems and the list is endless! we had the test done they offer at the 12 week scan and when we finally got the results back it came back high for someone of my age. our consultant kept asking me to have the amnio test done to give a definite answer to down syndrome but I kept refusing because to me it did not matter if he would be Down syndrome or not he was still my baby and I still loved him regardless. we had heart scans in Oxford hospital and at 16 weeks that's when we found out he was a boy. we then found out I also had gestational diabetes which was then controlled by insulin injections and we also had to have little man at 38 weeks which we was planned a C section then they said no we had to be induced but that failed then my waters broke and I was left 48 hours with no waters and we ended up with an emergency c section on June 7th 2018 and during my section I was told I had group strep b! the whole pregnancy was awful but thankfully my little boy was born safely with no medical conditions that they told us he would have! June 7th 2018 at 09:49am weighing 6lb 4oz Zachary was born! 

below is a photo of my littlest prince when he was born.